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  • “Mirrored”

    For the “argument” where they tell me what sexuality i am, which is for me to be who i am, do they say theyre me and im them, then? And i think the “argument” is that im the devil casting myself as an angel of light by making them pick on me? Again, they get…

  • “Anam cara”

    Term found in o’donohue One day after year 12 I asked god if i followed my heart I’d not have anyone as long as god let me find my true love And follow my heart over my head and repeat year 12 I asked god This that critical I ask my goddess Do i follow…

  • Lovesickness

    Reality goes up, a coin tossing my love, you’re the reality spinning in the air That I love you, can’t you see me, that I’ve human feelings, and in love with you Can’t you even grant me the humanity to have those feelings of care I have for you? If you can’t love me back,…

  • Contingency

    Sound of a thunderclap Lovers separated in two As we drift parallel You follow God, and After your majestic love Rain runs after you Tangled in life’s rhythms You and I, Perfect in Love Become our own earth

  • “What is love?”

    “G wants raelene to kill herself” I overhear their joke Nothing true could leave from their hearts or lips Issues nothing but mad laughter If I’m honest, I despise them As much as the devil does Yet, some posit you one of them, also And yet Once I saw the truth, I – Saw the…

  • FIGHTING THE STATE 6 IN REALITY

    That fucken parasite the rapist And its crony band of freaksWill not leave me alone Just then two Tracy’s were monitoring me. They claimed, outside my room, “it’s her.”How can anyone in this country justify blaming me? Their justification for attacking me is that I suffer from ptsd, just like a knight coming from the…

  • “Will you carrawong”

    Will you carrawong, lead me back to the Australian bush? You found my voice Love My heart flying with the cockatoos, guessing g’s wild eyes, listening >In silence< In a car, came an astral guide, I know the direction I’m headed, life grows Heavenly

  • “1001 steps in narre”

    1001 steps in narre, high on a hill, I was meditating on Mt Fuji, fantasies around me, everywhere I could grasp their images like diamonds. An age passed, I saw you step from behind an ancient Tree, call me twin misfit. I touched your hand, we reached the summit, and married our Other, while gods…

  • “From radioactive people”

    From radioactive people Spillages form, radioactive pools that pockmark The land When I think all’s lost I reach, G, salvage your hand From which grows resurrected compassion’s Branch And you make me feel loved

  • FIGHTING THE STATE 5 THE “SATANIC PANIC” COVERUP

    Intro Within an hour after writing this, there were gangs of men walking past my house shouting “beastiality” Hence, every word of this diary entry had been validated within an hour But it got even worse Main text I looked behind why I smile It’s not anxiety but fear It’s that old nng fear returning…