“Anam cara”

One day after year 12

I asked god if i followed my heart

I’d not have anyone as long as god let me find my true love

And follow my heart over my head and repeat year 12

I asked god

This that critical

I ask my goddess

Do i follow my head or my heart?

A magpie at 5.52am tells me follow my heart

But probably i’ll still not have your touch

Even just a hug

Only pain non stop

In my body feel bruised and sexually assaulted

But i cannot disobey the magpie

Said i follow you

And probably nothing on earth changes

For me

Have they already started on you, G?

They’ve started on me

But my spirit my spirit friend

Asks thee

What’s a body without a spirit?