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A troubling thought Sent shivers thru the summer landscape Leaves murmured, birds concerned, I would want you to be loved old friend For that you are, so solid And the hologram of streets and houses Revolves around you – I would love you My spirit become a mountain Set down in Berwick, Shielding you Against…

We’re born into a patriarchal order of which I digressed to the point of self inquiry, what has now become love, and perhaps a unit of two women. Yes, I have been raped several times, beaten countless and suffer public humiliation on a daily basis. Aah, but I became a public enemy the moment I…

A coin was tossed, on one side the city on the other sophia. One side 1) end the torture 2) be like the golden statue of Buddha in the middle of the city 1) the ceaseless ridicule, even now from the most beautiful woman in the world. The corruption of my sister seeing my state…

I believe in existence, the root of which is love. I can see earth’s root, rooted in sophia. If our roots lie in the earth spheres lie in sophia. I have this vision of the woman I love. I sit there looking at her sitting there. The earth in her thighs, the gnostic universe, statues,…

“From my pursuit to my flight, and from my steed to my gazelle” Arabi We’re spinning on this earth, but where are we? – “at the borderlands “ Utterly, we’re spinning but whence went the earth? My pursuit, my flight, my gazelle Tis her, tis her and I – and where is she? On the…

I want to die tonight. But I won’t. If you can’t sort it out on earth, where will you ever? For its not as above so below, but as I look up to the heavens I would carry my broken heart with me. I always thought “when I smile in heaven, people will smile back”.…

Paul Klee I think I read the world’s first porno. A certain shaykh converts a pagan girl who ends up grovelling at his feet. This is her big moment of commune with God. Of course the book went in the bin, but it inspired this, and made me realise that, having read many spiritual classics…

I am of course reading Corbin atm and so in keeping with his articulation of the relationship between man (yes – man) and God in Alone with the Alone, along with my own reflections of not being a cis male (thank holy God! Otherwise I too might perhaps think women were here for my own…

“Effects of meditation” “Day and night think and meditate on Brahman, meditate with great one pointedness of mind. And during the time of awareness to outward life, either do some work for the sake of others or repeat in your mind, “Let good happen to Jivas and the world!” “Let the mind of all flow…

Note: the knowledge I have of the hag of the mill and the swineherd myth are entirely owed to Caitlin Matthews essay Shapeshifting in “the encyclopedia of Celtic wisdom” To her I thank her gifts hoping perhaps my own “interpretation” will be the fruit of something else and we can help “retore” what has been…