FIGHTING THE STATE 55 HONESTLY

Why does my mind do it to me?

I never used to dream things like that all the time, why does my mind give me PTSD

And not just retaliate against them?

Theyre even misgendering me, now

I dont want to dream it, why dream it? But theres no answer because noone knows why we dream

And noones ever been thru what im going thru

So i ask God/dess

Probably youll have another excuse to think i dont love you, G, with the hungry freaks round you, and what youre going thru

But i wont give up, G, on you,  or fighting for me as a womans rights

I ask God/dess for strength

They can misgender me, and record me in my sleep forever

Theyll never know what i truly think, who i really am, or who i really love

Its 1.30am theres a freak out there yelling wierdo

Dont cry, G, be grateful youre not one of them

PTSD dreams speak 30 years of persecution

I ask God/dess to help you