G watching 2

I go out G watching, every morning, now

Its dark, drops are formed on the barren nectarine tree

I stand beside the tree, seeing the steam of my breath move in and out

The focus of my meditation, G, i see you in all i see

The traffic that goes by, i can’t see in most of the cars, yet im sure i see you constantly go past

Reflecting on it, i know i’m going to be set up then set upon

By a people whose only spiritual mission is to destroy me

But i spend every moment of my life longing to see you before me

So i go out, anyway, despite everything

In the hope you’ll be there, arriving

Moving life contrariwise, wishing-stars of a beautiful day

When it comes, G, i’ll see you there, next to me