Mindblown: a blog about philosophy.

Propped against this wall of text, the only outlet i have recourse to, G You hear me, ive been yelling it at you for 2 and a half years, G, i fucking love you you beautiful bitch i fucking love you you beautiful bitch i fucking love you you beautiful bitch i fucking love you…

G, recall yourself upon a sovereign seat, before the tide swept up freak lore, Our cat and mouse game, turned into freak torture porn, A cross upon a freaks door, whats it for? If i submitted to them, imagine the power theyd yield – yet id not betray you for a fake, Recall who you…

Tho, G, could turn a day of humiliation into the privelege of seeing her flick her goddess’ hair, ive stopped G watching, it was as addictive as smoking, spotting her was like, after a day of psychic warfare, finding a divine gold treasure, i kept wanting to see her all the time, but because the…

I was standing next to the stream with M, as its music trickled for miles into the kookaburras voice, a duet echoing in the wild, and the cold, it was your absence, all around, G, because pain mixes thru everything, if only youd have come to claim me, as if you stood there in reverie,…

Its a morning where the chill seems to come from Norway, and blasts on your face, and even the birds look cold, and stare with the workmens eyes and cameras everywhere, Odin’s eye, and theres a car circling around me, and i wonder, could it be her – G, has she returned to me? I…

I guess, my own advice, Once, i said to my gran i was lonely, and she said i didnt know what loneliness was, And i thought but you had time with granda, ive never had anyone, But now i think i understand, G, Gran only ever was with granda, she didnt care about anyone else,…

Nobody knows who the women were, tho everyone knows that in this country as up is up and down is down, to kick me, as they pass, and they did that, patriotically, as i lay there, i heard one say, Yes! Beastiality! And the other woman said, Whos the freak, now? And, it seems pointless, but…

You think youre all bad, G, youre not, youve got the biggest fucking heart in the world! I see the clime, where your soul that covers you, a sweetheart, i unveil like clothing, and Love penetrates deep into your eyes, to be had in blissful paradise

That im sitting on my bed, imagining im making you laugh, by a selection of some freak witticisms such as, “Shes into-” (insert anything here, as long as one doesnt say women), “The dominatrix wants her to kill herself” (Here, i imagine you tackling me), Of course, it leads to the inevitable conclusion, where they…

Theyve been filming me, since early this morning, G, i took a photo, can i tell you all the things happening in it, G, would you understand me, the world, better? A minute or two after, a bus rocked up, along with some freaks, saying, id mistaken someone waiting for a bus to brighton, for…