Mindblown: a blog about philosophy.

What if I’m right half the time and wrong half the time? Like a kayak in a green sea. Yet if I can calm a storm, like Amerghin, I still have found a home. Where am I? In the goddess sea, nowhere transcendent, my peace, my body. Finding ancient wisdom stored in flesh, always young.…

My first memory is looking at a roof. A face looms over, pulling stupid expressions, and I’m angry, knowing I’m about to embark on an unfortunate life. And them the wind began, beating against my body, assaulting my senses, mind, trying to destroy my emotion and what was INSIDE. Step after step, falling, rising, the…

…and tho to and fro The pathways through the sky Are spread light and dark Blessed, blessed am I, So deeply loved (A pigeon peeps thru the door, ha!) So I love (No longer holding back, look!) Here I am now I’m your angel I am bursting forth like a ray From earth’s core Like…

Everywhere As if you hung in the air Before the light Beckoning me forward and on Softly Like snowfall in summer This image of you Melts my sanity Burns me I go out in the buzzing heat The aching rain To return home alone again, Wandering, lost in thoughts that fly To your image, everywhere…

For about 30 years now, my sexuality has been violated by nearly everyone. It’s a myth, and should be an human rights abuse that a lesbians sexuality is always in question. I get it worse than most, but I’ll tell you my story is just the beginning. It started in high school…because it was uncool…

I have been pushed so often And risen each time I feel like the sun every morning Climbing For love the madness, the jeers and lies For her glance That stops time. A romantic candle Ascension of the spirit Roads of tar sense That lead inside, now Trusting The great goddess, for me Her feminine…

A troubling thought Sent shivers thru the summer landscape Leaves murmured, birds concerned, I would want you to be loved old friend For that you are, so solid And the hologram of streets and houses Revolves around you – I would love you My spirit become a mountain Set down in Berwick, Shielding you Against…

We’re born into a patriarchal order of which I digressed to the point of self inquiry, what has now become love, and perhaps a unit of two women. Yes, I have been raped several times, beaten countless and suffer public humiliation on a daily basis. Aah, but I became a public enemy the moment I…

A coin was tossed, on one side the city on the other sophia. One side 1) end the torture 2) be like the golden statue of Buddha in the middle of the city 1) the ceaseless ridicule, even now from the most beautiful woman in the world. The corruption of my sister seeing my state…

I believe in existence, the root of which is love. I can see earth’s root, rooted in sophia. If our roots lie in the earth spheres lie in sophia. I have this vision of the woman I love. I sit there looking at her sitting there. The earth in her thighs, the gnostic universe, statues,…