Mindblown: a blog about philosophy.

There were some freaks hiding in the bushes They thought they were hidden in camouflage, blending in But i know a freak when i hear em You know how i know a freak? By the extent of their vocabulary, i would say they have no more than a dozen expressions First the bush was saying…

The birds sing the Mothers song, you can hear her talking to them, thru them, in every Multifaced diamond of their existing open bird wings – Imagine sea, earth, land Calling each other, tribal migrations, bringing their banner home, clowning round To fae land, their goddess ancient, from where i stand, you pass G, can you…

Im sorry G, im waiting on you, and i cant touch anyone, so im in pain, and all my ptsd, and then my nightmares every night, not to mention the tapeworm infestationIts really hard, G Then i think youre going to fall for it all again, as if it were a cancer, And im frightened…

Do you know how much no touch pain i need A hug Understanding and love Why do you think you stupid womanMaybe because i love you Maybe i need your love and understanding Maybe because i love you I want your love

I saw you, i thought you looked at me happy, and then tried to hide from me, as if you didnt like me, and then happily drive past, and i stopped to watch thee, then in a yellow cab, you looked angry, then the sun was in my eyes, and i couldnt see, and you…

I can hear the freaks out, spreading their “raelenes not gay cause i say” gospel, Ive always been a lesbian, and no matter what they believe and claim, i remain lez, thats me, my personal gospel, my pride, G, my prayer inside, A cult about assaulting someone elses sexuality, my sexuality, They go out on…

Now theyve started demonising you“The big bad lesbian dominatrix” stick to the straight path, or else, Raelene!Whyve you, raelene, never listened to gossip in my life?See the talk, a mass social matrix, shift, one head cutting off another head, a gathering of vampires “Good luck with G,” your name G, it yells out your name!…

Why are you poisoning yourself with something as low as the rapist?Its a tapewormIt exists by attaching itself to meIt has no fame, strength, joy, nothing, it gets it all from me its hostAll it does now, follows me non stop, everywhere, attaching itself to me, GWhy poison yourself with nothing? Youre too good for…

A parked car, car that contains infinity, who, but, Looking in, Only you, I only see you, G Ill defend you because i love you, and, A promise is all i own, But you poisoned schrodingers cat, G. You poisoned yourself, It was wrong.

You mixed into this somehow, why are angels and psychos and goldfish, on this strange earth, together, and who are you? Freaks have forgotten, like goldfish, that five minutes ago, they were shouting bisexual, G, your face and my goddess,4.30pm thoughts swim in and out, but it was you, and my sadness, im lost, 4.41pm, i thought…