The 2 endings

Begun a story, who does one turn to in the end, when everyone is lying to you?

One time, if I came upon a reasonable father figure, I would have laid my guns down

I turn to you, g, all the things I’ve found, of love, and truth, and beauty, held down,

I fight now, the Josh hartnett thing coming out, fight tho it looks reasonable

For me to lose, and find within myself, a fight, for what I believe, I turn to you, my muse