🌙 in suburban wilds

Went for a high g walk, a weightless walk on the moon, away from my own bad thought

but many bad monsters all of own bad thought in the suburban wilds, with phone camera, evil eyes cast out at me their red lights

one can’t quite make you out, and glances around for your light

passed a guy in a park, held back a pit bull, ready to set on me, his 9 month old daughter, as his shield, playing innocently

I looked at her, did the honourable thing, crossed the road and said nothing

shouted after me, his very own insipid word

coward

echo chills of future thru me

closer to thee on my high walk I walk, g, ground each day in the mill,

maybe one day I’ll become more refined

on that day I’ll be a supernova to please thee

suburbia gone into the wild, crowd echoing, I cross myself at the thought

the air it needs breathes down my neck, it’s pain I withstand, ignore

malificence

for Love – just effort and war, never give in, and all that’s to die for – is Love to me

and there was no malificence –

when I saw you, g

I only became better in you, as I always do, never give in

for all that’s good and true, I think only

thoughts that swam around today when I saw you, my daydreaming daytime moon

look at you: you care about me, you’re the light of my life, you’re a goddess to me

look at me: I’ll never know why thee, tho I ask how in a loveless universe, Love can manifest in you, appear?

believe me, please

But, aye, product of such a loveless world, I know war –

will I ever be worthy enough for

a Love that loves me?

aye, g, I’ll fight for all that’s to live and die for to me:

thee