On reading batailles “the old mole and the prefix sur”

The mole, to bataille represents the upheaval from below of the proletariat toward

A bourgeois ideal

Seen as dependence of spiritual ideals on material form, of opposites,

Say in capitalism, reliance of system on butcher or bus driver

Or unconditional love as in batailles own example the physical heart

Of which the striving or goal, is the physical/spiritual sun

And so that yet I still wait on g, I turn to my way of understanding, non-physically, philosophically, bdsm

Seen thru this gaze

So I thought, my sexuality, the violent need of my body, thru bdsm seeks its ideal form in g, my domme

Bdsm then becomes, from “organic” a striving toward an “ideal”

Unlike de sade, I do not find this satanic atall, perhaps, in those days, it was just seen so, as faeries were by some considered devils also

I find it a higher goal, a spiritual ideal for which to strive, as to use batailles example again, a plant arises from assimilating decay

Perhaps it’s just she seems the perfect, ideal Beauty to me, lol