How do I surrender

To surrender to you, all i want to, ruled by the moon, to come into bloom, under you, and yet – why can I not surrender, yet?

Oh, raelene, you compromised, out in the dark with them, but you never come in, just stay away with them, how surrender then?

Give up, give up, they said this morning, twisting, writhing in mad talk, but cannot curse me, under sway enchanted yoke

Give up? They obviously know nothing of my love, cast tricks aside, you in faerie mischief, came, stole away, but how, again?

Black night gone, you’re  crowned lux-eye in obsession; moon-centred daylight sky: but – another day find a way, surrender