Wannabe

Let’s say governments put out a Drug, that could stop us feeling None could thrill me like the Sight of you.

Serapax tries, fails to capture

You’re spirit, fails, stoned me.

There’s no drug touches my

Heart like your face,

Today, when I went out hunting

To find you

Perhaps driven to serapax Oblivion

Brightly your face gave feeling to Numbness,

And death you conquered its Blankness, you gave

Soul to.

Cars gliding thru a flat surface

Carrying hate, I a drone, Overcome

Music in one dimension, vast

Voices and laughter left alone

With the rest, the birds all Without wings or song:

Between sky and earth no Rainbow come.

Pride March become Non-progression

For everyone else has Disappeared.

And you don’t come.

Even tonight is nothing, but Forgotten already, apathy seeks You, apathy finding you,

Apathy in love with you

Finds meaningless ways to love You, tonight.

To find you.

As a zombie who would stumble

Thru nowhere land 

Trying to reach out of love from Desertland to

You.

No pain,

Like me, gone.

Trying to forget you

In blankness.

As if, even in forgetting

In forgetting to forget

About you, could not but be, like A miracle, re-risen, Eastern,

Over serapax

In my heart,

And we both know it,

The world of nowhere is

Desperate to become a world full of you.

My dulled heart fights it-

Maybe heart, you’re a wannabe

But the moment i gaze on you

And we both know it

I cant resist you, you put lights on

The world could not exist

Beyond your eyes, beyond your Eyes dreams come true

None of it means much to me

But your deep eyes are Commands to my deep soul

Right now, I want to discover

Those eyes inside you, I want to know does it mean to you.

The rest is numb.

The rest is serapax without you

The world without the world Ends.

I the world in Love with You.

I love you.

Serapax cannot defeat you.

It loves you.

A world without love is apathy.

Wannabe alone.

Apathy is vacuum. Wannabe

Without her dream woman

Is incomplete, without

You on me, that’s the whole

Point, no? Come world shaking, Ill pound you

Hot drugs

Waiting for your tongue on my Soul, I’m in apathy till you

Come home.

There’s people who don’t know, In their circus, what wierd things

Are

Happening to us

That serapax doesn’t stop me

Obsesses me further in agony

Caring over us, never confirmed

I giggle, it hurts, this could be loneliness, and happiness a

Bareness this limbo without you

In serapax land where I discover You,

I discover meaning in halfness

For g, to climb thru this

Half of pain and reach me!

Start thinking, raelene, I advise Me –

Who cares! I yell at me

All  i care for is you, is

Spider you or saviour you,

To come get me, stop me when I

Feel myself trying not to care About you,

Your molten lava, sweet apricot, And Beautiful spirit

To not care, I wouldn’t miss you But there lies serapax, the universes Doom

Serapax could end in ruin of Oblivion, each one alone, a world Ending,

A nothing.

A vacuum. A ruin of love.

In a triumph of serapax.

I protest, because

Serapax loves you.

Everything loves you.

I’d drop the serapax for your Neck

And, I’d drop my knickers, cause

Who cares you’re ruin too.

You’re serapax too, Ill fall into

An oblivion in you.

All beautiful. You’re all.

All full.

Youre all you

And I’m shitfaced, it’s Friday

I stumble on serapax, running on Emotion, somehow

Still glancing at every car, Hurting

Because you’ve affected my soul, G, did you know that, too?

You’re perfect

You’re a glass half full

Did you know, thru the drug Haze, take a pill, the debate, all else in the World that is a force against us,

Yet I can never get over you?