Choice

The pathways parting, amidships, doorways either side, still facing,

choice, do I have any, standing, wondering, where and why?

choice to love? choice to sacrifice? choice to transmorgify?

but I, between rainbow and obsidian, deny the Hermetic rainbow journey,

Not-i, not-jesus, woman becoming never once fashioned complete, but imperfect, outreach

Into the underworld, her belly I’ll be screaming, once forever, to lose myself, Knower joined in the thigh

not for myself, not-i, but for the woman I love, return journey to goddess, a cycle complete