Gnostic metaphysic

Note: I had thought to use the f word as a symbol, to describe the concept that what happened can happen again, a word in a poem paints a thousand concepts, no?

But I thought people could take offence, and perhaps, take the f word another way, even when used in sympathy, which is why I have changed it, I do not want to hurt anyone, so I’ve taken it out and replaced it with the clumsier expression, gay men used as fuel…

Given a name, Raelene,

I forgot to be nameless,

I was named into that into which I fell

One plastic that stretches

For all pupils, called

“The future”

Devours strong leviathans, swimming

Who prop up the earth

And the plastic spreads

Our pupils over everything

Seeing we see nothing

And I no longer see myself.

History huddles

In concentration camps

And learning burns like books

And wise women and gay men, used as fuel,

And what is left on

Democracies corpse but maggots of double think?

They laugh at the cool

Of a rhythmless line-up

Ready to be shot down for being human

Like me

Is it decay, nature,

The yin and yang pendulum

A goddess who devours her children?

Not a Hollywood movie, no,

But a slap in the face reality

That awakes

That i am clueless

Among this hell called life lived

Of mockery, love turned against, heaped with more mockery, but a love that can’t be lost but only twisted,

I hear raelene,

As at deaths bridge

I delve

Deep, deep, and deeper

Into myself, raelene

And there I find and uncover

The christ within raelene

Raelene, christ within

Around

Compass everywhere

The centre of the dream

Tho true love be turned against me

On, christ, on, raelene

While the world becomes a horror movie

On

Where the cry of the leviathan die, ignored with bliss,

On a throne I sit, exist,

A throne, tho

Politics, ethics, love, compassion, sanity, breakdown,

A maelstrom of hate, like a tornado of a broken weather system,

A throne on which to find peace

On, for –

For a name we forgot

For something we’ve forgotten

For a name we named over

But a name that calls on god/dess

To find christ within

The centre of the universe

Humanity