“You are awesome” the Shine Collection

Ostracised, not fitting in:

An intellectual dilemma,  a line of argument that run thus: am I wrong so and so? yes, you’re WRONG Cal.

So I wanted to see thru their eyes. To listen thru their ears,

And all I heard was a litany,

Yes, you’re WRONG, Cal.

And it troubled me,

Set doubt on my soul,

Am I flawed, inherently?

Why does the universe hate me?

I tried to see,

So I bent down, trying to hear and see,

What others made of me,

The dirge, you’re crazy.

Say I’d have sex with anything I love,

Laugh at my anxiety, cast onto me,

Say god above,

Hates me,

According to some, I’m her, Lucifer.

Out of the blue,

Like blue lightning,

I find a G-pearl in the ocean,

And she sets beauty in my heart,

And uses KINDNESS

To reinfuse my blood.

Her beauty so deep

It returns into me,

And the thought came,

What does she see?

To look thru her eyes

Was revealed a beauty in me,

And I’m awesome, amazing,

I beheld eyes which saw me

And I’m brilliant, fantastic,

She is awesome, and love on top

And all you who say I’m wrong,

Well, if you don’t appreciate me,

Go to hell,

I’ll fly to the moon,

With a pearl set in my heart,

Ill sing what praise I like

I’m awesome and just because,

I won’t stop

Cal Kalve